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25/11/15: Life is hard,but beautiful. Appreciate.

                         I am active in social media in order to keep track of the latest news. I was shocked when I received the news of one of our young local actor commit suicide due to unable in answering Add Maths question.Nevertheless, we cannot deny that most or can even say 99% of local parents emphasize one concept. The more 'A' s you get,the clever you are.                       Are the 'A's really important? If you are struggling with SPM now, let me shared with my personal experience. I am really busy and almost spend whole day for classes,assignments and tests but right now, I am willing to spend some time to express my thoughts. I hope can spread positive attitude to more people through social media.             ...

Respect

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           Things went so wrong today. I don't know what was going on but yet,happiness just disseapear  in few seconds. It was my fault for not appreciating my college friends. They are my buddies,my soul mates,my sisters,my dears and my everything.They helped me a lot. No matter what is going on,they still by my side. I love them so much,so much. I wish to meet them again.           Things doesn't go like this since I entered into uni. Not to say bias or what,we are not close enough. I think they do not even know what is called respect. We are friends,friends should not have any secret or something to hide. If it is too personal,I would not ask you. I meant just a simple thing,do you even have to hide from me? Today,when I attended marketing class,we sat usual place and wait for class to start. Just after a few minutes,you guys just change place without letting me know. Hello,excuse ...

Random blog post:honeydew

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I can't really imagine it's been a month since I started my uni life. OMG,time flies so fast. I can't really take it. Everything went smooth and well. I couldn't even express my appreciation through words now. There is some random post down there. Don't ask me why I am a honeydew. I just want to be honeydew,for my friends and even my mr right. 1. I started my first assignment in my entire life. It was hard. I spent a lot of time preparing it. 2.It's almost 80% done. Tomorrow is my deadline. Wish me luck. 3.I love raining days. 4. I get good marks for my Econs test. I am super happy. 5. I tried a lot of good food recently. 6.My skin gets super well now. I am so happy bc there is no more pimples or acne appear again. 7.I use Eucerin serum. It costs me a lot. 8.I get hungry easily nowadays. 9.I think I just admire him. Not falling in love with him. 10.Exams are in a 3 weeks time. 11.I like marketing a lot.I learned a lot. 12.My online bus...

something I wouldn't want you to know

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                            I truly addicted to this song since the music video is released. For your info, I love jessica and Krystal so much. They are my role model. This song was so good and I truly amazed by it. The dance is so unique and so diffrent from other girls group which emphasize on sexy concept. Sorry,not being biased but I really tired with it. You can search for fx four walls in youtube for their live performance. I try my best to share good music out so that everyone would know.                  It was strange to post my private things here but I knew no one will read my blog. So yea. I was in the same group with him for General studies. I was sitting in front of him. Actually I planned to transfer to Aussie the 2nd year. So,I no need to attend GS act...

Late night thoughts: empty and confused. love

Hi. It's quite late now and I still busy with my assignments. I have so much things in my mind so I wanna type it out. I believe that words can express my thoughts other than music. I have revealed a little info about him at my previous post.I don't like to share so much but I think I need to express my thoughts here.  I truly understand that I have to get a cert and graduate from my degree. I have to work and study hard. I barely have rest time for myself. I feel so happy and touched when I spend my time with my dears. I have tried many food these few days haha. It's new, It's too new to say anything.Not too sure whether I am falling in love with him or not. I am just confused. He is excellent and awesome for me. He is truly a boyfriend material. He is tall,sunshine,handsome and adorable. I am so nervous whenver I see him. I read one article this morning. If you can't be in a relationship with him,just be friends. Can boys and girls have pure friendship? I d...

new page,new life

                  Hi. It's been a long time since I update my personal life.Ya, you are right. I am a degree student now.I entered into one of the top 100 uni in the world. My uni life has started 2 weeks ago. So far so good. I managed to know a few girls in uni. We became good friends since we talked to each other. I am blessed to have them as my friends.                  I am not good at managing my relationship. I have been hurt by the person I most trusted but ended up I hurt a lot. It hurts and take years to recover. Scars are still there and my heart aches when I think about what have my 'friend' did it to me. Luckily I knew 2 girls during my pre u and they became the most important person to me throughout my pre u life. Currently they continue their degree at UK. We still keep in contact by using Whatsapp. It's gre...

Smashshop96

Daddy was hopping that I will be a worker in bank and earn few K every month after I graduate.No worries and no problems at all. Just be a da gong zai. I am not agree with his opinion. I don't want my life just end up like that. I also like boys who are really ambititous,no matter in life or career. I am ambitious. I am greedy. I am so passionate about my life. I want to do so many things. I used to be a Science stream student from high school till college. I thinked I was doing the right decision by taking the right course. Unfortunately,thing dosen't come out what I expected. Right now, I want to be a successful buisnesswoman and entreprenur. I want to have my own business,my very own business.So, Smashshop96 was born. Yes. Born . I never think that I will start my own business. Things seem easy but they don't. Nothing was easy. I was learning step by step. No one was helping me. I like beautiful things. I sell what I like and I would like to share to public. For the...

Music talk: kpop

Hi. It's been a while since my last post. I knew that I was lazy hehe.      What made me excited was my fav boy band,SJ released their 10th anniversery album 'Devil' last month. I like the main track and I replay almost 100 times on my phone or even in my car.       The track is good. Really good. It's totally diffrent from Mr Simple. The Billboard also praised that 'Devil' is good other than 'Mr Simple'. I am a lil dissapointed is Sungmin wasn't involved.        Other than Kyuhyun, Sungmin is another boy that I can't resist his hotness and sexiness. He is hot. Even thou he is taken and getting married, I still love him. As a fangirl, I will support him whatever he do and was happy that he found his love. Really.         Sungmin's voice is unique and hot. You can listen to his voice throughout 'Mamacita's chorus. For 'Devil' , the song is slightly a lil high pitch for member...

Being bullied

        I've never been so angry in my life. For people who have known me, I am known as soft hearted girl. I never throw tantrum to strangers at public. But, today, I can't tolearate with such asshole.        This occured at Maybank, Bandar Setia Alam. I was planning to start online buiness soon. So, today I spent some time to apply saving account at Maybank. I never think it would really took so long.         I reached there around 1125. My number is 5520. At that time, the number is 5516. So we just waited there. Just only 3 fucking person, the workers there took more than 1 hr before my turn. Their service was SO SLOW.         Before my turn, the number was 5519. I noticed someone keep walking around and asked when was his turn. SOMEONE WHO IS BALD, WEARING PINK SHIRT, DONT EVER LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN.         W...

Chapter ends.

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Hi. I am back. It's been a very long time since the last post. Haha Yup. I am officially graduated from my pre u, A Levels. Throughout this 1.5 yrs, I have learned a lot and appreaciated to be in the group 5. One of the chapters in my life ends. I love my classmates. They are nice. 11/6 was my graduation night. I din't do much preparation. I am just put on some bb cream and lip gloss. I chose short red dress as my prom dress. It looks good on me. The venue was at Sunway Resort. When I reached there, I was a lil shocked as all the A Levels people dress up so well. Haha The event started smoothly and the dished have been served one by one. It's good. I took a lot of pictures with besties and classmates. I ate a lot that night. The event ended around 11pm. That day was the very last day we met each other. I hope every of my classmates will be doing very well in their future. Thank You. I love you

ILY,my dear.

Hi. Been good. Everything went smoothly. Today is chor 15 a.k.a chinese valentine's day. I spent my day well with my girls. As usual I had class until afternoon. We planned to eat outside but ended up we had lunch at After Black. I'm so happy coz this is one of the cafe I wanted to go long time ago. Three of us ordered chic chop. The food is good. We had a good chat. We talked a lot. That moment I realised that they're truly important in my life. I'd not let them go. We also ordered banana choc cake as dessert. I like it so much as it's not so sweet compared to dip n dip. The waiter there is adorable. Today is the new uni building open ceromany. I feel so wasted as I missed out the ceromany. The building is mainly for uni students. It had plenty of classroom to locate more student. The library supposed to be at 3rd floor south building shifted to new building. There are 3 floors in library. I like there so much. It seems so high tech. I will probably spent ti...

From Vegas to Macau 2

           Went to 1U for a japanese buffet        lunch to celebrate my dad's birthday.            Thanks to LINE, I won two movie ticket passes.          From Vegas to Macau 2 was not really in my top of movielist.          Was planning to watch triumph in the skies or 12 golden ducks but I chose this movie instead.          This movie was ranked no 1 in Msia or even in China.         I was surprised.        Saw Ah Boy To Men 3 poster in the cinema.      I really wanted to watch this movie.      So sad that the movie hadn't been released in Msia.      I have watched part 1 and part 2 before and I like Serge...

Late night thoughts-negatives

         What a boring CNY. I am really bored till death. I can sit in my coach scrolling my phone for the whole afternoon. Wanted to study but I feel so sien until I have the extra time to write a new post after Dragon Blade post.          Yea, motivation not there.When I was about to study, I was like what the hell. There's angels and devils fighting between each other. Angels were like Babe you better start studying or else you can't catch up. Exam's coming. Work hard my dear. And evils were like my darling, now is still hols. You still have time. And pouring the poison named as 'laziness' on me. I guess I am addicted. I have to overcome this.Guess I have to start few days after.              Yea, still slacking. CNY supposed to be a fun and enjoyable. But now? No more. Not fun anymore. Supposed to go somewhere else or meet relatives but I just s...

Dragon blade

          Listening to a good song or watching a good movie can really made my day. Have not been to cinema since monthsss ago.         Always wanting to watch a nice movie to get some inspiration or moral values. My first choice is a always criminal. I like those kind of movie as I can somehow like solving the probs with the characters in the movie together until the end.         Comedy also alright for me as a good laugh can release my stress.          A big laugh a day, keep the doctor away . Lol.  Well, movies that related to war will not be in my list. I meant never. Except there's my fav actor.        Watched Dragon Blade on Chor 4. I won 2 free movie ticket passes from LINE. Thanks LINE. Kamsahamida. At first I was in a dilemma to choose which movie.      ...

Ah Boy To Men

         Wow,I can't keep up with time. Time flies too fast. Can't believe it's end of Feb now. Exam's coming. OMG.       Okay. I knew I'm late. But first of all let me wish you Hapoy CNY,everything goat. Haha. Has been lazy for a few days. Since it's hols, shouldn't I have a rest? Yea.         Watch a few movies during this hols. I should introduce you to watch Ah Boy To Men 1&2 . It's good. I gave it overall 8/10. The storyline is simple and yet it reflects the life in National service.       Ken,the main actor in the movie at first refuse to enter into NS as he want to study abroad with his girlfriend. His mum tried many ways but can't let his son to escape from NS. Ken, who is borned with silver spoon act like spoiled kid, always find excuse to escape from being training with his sekyen mates. After his dad accident,he reliased that he is so childish a...

Happy birthday Cho Kyu Hyun

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A proper yet a casual post.            Happy birthday, Cho Kyu Hyun.Today is a special day for all ELF and of course me. I just want to be the 1st one to wish you. You truly my only one.             Words can't describe my love towards you. I know you will never be mine. I just want you to be happy. Hopefully you will find a girl to take care of you. I will sad but I will give you all my blessing.              You will wonder why am I so silly to love someone that dosen't even know I am exist. You have to know someone is called ELF. I am an ELF. They are Super Junior.I am proud to fall in love with such awesome group. They are kings that are never ever be replaced by any other group. For me, they're truly amazing and of course Kyu baby.                         I ...

I'm blessed

          I have classes at 9 in this morning. Luckily the first 2 hours of class is cancelled. I din't feel anything at first but shits start to happen when it's around 12. I tried my best to stay focus and hopping that the pain will go away. It din't. It became worse.            I get myself some bread and hot milo before I get panadol. I think I made a wrong decision for my outfit today. I wore a thick sweater. That's why I keep sweating when I'm not in the air- conditioner room. I used to refuse to take painkillers. I studied the side effects of painkillers in high school and I was terrified, lol.            I was like 'no,no'. I rather tahan until dead and not willing to swallow the panadol. Today, I cannot. I even took 2 panadol but dosen't even work.             I can't take i...

What should I do to deal with mean people?

              Why you gotta be so rude?              Don't you know I'm human too Yea. I don't like mean people. I also don't being mean as well. I love peace. Today I went to my high school to get SPM cert. Before that,my family and I were having breakfast in Taman Eng Ann. As usual,we went to the so called old styled coffee shop. I don't like there. The environment is damn terrible. The seats also very limited. Even after 9, the coffee shop is still so packed. We can't find any seats. I wondered why some people are so selfish or rude? I meant if you're finish having your meal,can't you just leave and let other people have the seat? They just sit there and keep scrolling their phone. They ignored you and let you keep waiting there. Old folks like to chit chat and gossiping in the coffee shop. I meant can you just don't do that during peak hours? So we...

Garage 51

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           Food post again. Recently I am addicted to good food. I do believe that good food can actually make my day. Not to become food blogger, don't know how to give proffesional comments. Juz wanna share some opinion.            My thur's class ends at 12. So,my besties and I decided to go Garage 51. They're currently having set lunch promo. It's only cost 10 bucks. Sumore no tax is charged. *clap clap*             The environment is quite cozy. However,it's damn noisy coz a lot of students there. Garage 51 is a common place for Sunway student to hang out. It's damn pack during lunch hour. The food is cheap and not like the high class cafe. I wanted to try their desserts but I am too full that day.              My besties and I ordered the same lunch set somehow li...

Songs

Ps://long post. Lousy title as I don't have any inspiration to think of a title.                 When you call me babe,                 I know that I'm not the only one Yea,this is one of the songs I really addicted recently. I will really happy when radio play this song. Will reveal title of song down there. Don 't tell me you don't know. It's hit song now.               I like to listen to songs. Music plays an important role in my life and acts as essential nutrient for me. I can proudly say I can't live without music.           Jay Chou,Lee Hom or even Jolin Tsai were a trend since I was in primary. They still very popular until now. I think nobody have no idea about them right? They're a classic for 80's and 90's babes. ...

I'm not alone

              Something is just not right. Everything went wrong since these few weeks. Always remind myself not to be so sensitve. Still, I can't escape from my true feeling.             I also have 2 besties in my collge. They helped me a lot. I found out that I really rely on them.              I am not as outspoken or outgoing as others. I don't have so many girlfriends. I just stick to few peoples that I can really depend and rely on.               Sometimes, I rather be alone instead of dealing with the fake drama and peoples. I'm in the process of turning into cold blooded(which I wanted to). Feeling too much is just bad. It's just get me upset.           Still, I am blessed that I'm not re...

You're winner if you're humble enough

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          Has been in a frustrated and depressed mood for these few days. Yea,my result is out. Neither too good nor too bad. It'just a lil lower than expexctation.             Until now, I have no idea of which course should I choose when I enter into uni. I don't know what to do.           My mum and another dude's mum have been friends since primary until now. They are  friends,so called friends for benefit. But the dude and me are ENEMIES. We din't click along since primary until now.          He's like ah pon. You know 'shemale'?He's the typical example. Go to Thai la. Seriously. I can guarantee that everytime when you see him,you want to beat him. At least I am the one who want to do so. He also like to talk to my friends.I'm OVERPROTECTIVE of my own things. If it's my friends,it's belongs to mi...

Busy as usual

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             Have not been updated for so long coz I really busy nowadays. Since college started,my life become hectic and I barely even have time to rest.              Just sat for my bio test last Fri. I quite satisfied as I really spent time studied. Hopefully my results will be better. *Cross Finger*              Last Fri Bio's prac is quite interesting. Even though we don't have to do hands on prac during exam,but we still need to do for normal prac lesson. Will show some pics.             Went to 1U yesterday. I like IOI city mall compared to this one. Even thou I went a couple of times, I still kena sesat jalan. I am known as GPS coz i recognise the road or way well. It's too big. New wing and old wing seem the same for me. My legs will really ...

Owl Espresso

         Girls like desserts. So do I. I have been craving for desserts long time ago since the meet up with my cousins.              Last Thurs my friend and I went to SS15. Recently,many cafe open at SS15 and I wanna have a try there. So sad I din't study there. Don't worry,sure got chance. Look haha how optimistic am I .         My friend and I have the same taste so our first choice will be the Owl Espresso. Actually Owl Espresso and Cafe Bene that located at Sunway Pyramid have the same concept. Both of them came from Korea. Seems like Owl Espresso better than Cafe Bene? No idea. Still,I wanna go there.            Others than food and beverage, atmosphere also play an important role as well. I like there a lot. Quite cozy and suitable to study or do assignment. They also have a smoking area outside there...

Speechless: B1A4

            I have not getting enough sleep nowadays. As usual I am so tired the next day. Today is the orientation day for all the juniors in my college. Saw a lot of fresh newbies coming to my college. Suddenly I feel that I am old already. What a sad thing.              Time flies so fast. I have been studying in my college for one year. Still remembered that last year I was in dilemma of choosing which pre u courses. I have no idea to choose Ausmat or A Lvls. Because I am the last min person and have not confident to finish the assignment on time, so I choose A Lvls.             I still have half year before I graduated from A Lvls. I will appreaciate the moment I cherish with my friends.              Talk something about kpop. Super junior just had thei...

My ex wife wedding

             Watched 'my ex wife wedding' as friday's night movie. I have checked the internet before for the rating,review,comment and bla bla bla. The review is just 5 out of 10.              This movie supposed to be a comedy but I din't found anything funny except for the few hilarious scene. Chen Kun-CK Yuan Quan-YQ Lu yi-LY Debbie Goh-DG           The only reason I watched is because of Lu Yi. He is handsome and adorable. The first scene he appeared is he carrying a box of fruits and fall down form the stairs. I wanted to laugh as he looked so clumsy. I know it's funny but I sakit hati la. He won't feel pain meh?             He is a photographer in the show. He shoots wedding photos. CK and YQ are husband and wife respectively. They get married for 600days...

T.G.I.F

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          Life has been getting busy and hectic nowadays. I had no idea why these few days I can't sleep in the night. I only managed to sleep early in the morning. This is the biggest joke of the year. I am known as 'sleeping beauty' for my family members or even friends. I can sleep anytime and anywhere. But,these few nights I can't sleep well and freaking tired the next day. I keep yawning in the class. L ecturers ignore me. I got focus,really. Luckily I managed to catch up.             Yesterday I woke up late so ended up I went to college around 0745. Planning to watch dramas or do some stuff but ended up I stuck in the traffic jam for one hour. How I wish I have wings so that I can fly.              Chem is a lil hard for me as I don't quite understand. I will put more effort on it. Yesterday's night I can sleep a lil ...

To-buy-list

Was typping a post just now but accidentally delete it. Damn it. I am so lazy to retype again and plan to type in library tommorow. My class starts in the late morning. Anyways I changed my mind as I don't want to type my post in public area. No privacy at all. Wanted to buy all these stuff quite a long time ago. I wanted to buy them by myself as I don't want to troublesome my parents anymore. So, I can't get any of them very soon. Need time to save money. Watch I have many watch in my hse. All of my watch are bought from night markets,sungei wang somehow like wholesaler like that. So the price is around 10 bucks. The quality sucks as they stop functioning after some time. So I plan to buy a watch that can use for a long time. Actually Baby G is my cup of tea. I don't like digital watch but Baby G is the exception. One of the reason is because the ambassador is Girls Generation. I prefer red or gold. The watch costs few hundreds bucks so I need some time to save m...

Slrpp slrpp

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To be honest, I'm a huge fan of pizza. I like to eat pizza. My dad din't like this so called 'bread' thing so I just eat once in a blue moon.Here let me tell you a good news,pizza hut is currently on promo now. Small for RM5,regular for RM10 and large for RM 15. It's only for take away. It's a good news for me as I crave for pizza from pizza hut long time ago. I told this good news to my besties and we planned to go pyramid to have pizza for lunch. My class starts at afternoon. I reach school earlier today. Went to library for aircond. We had already planned for cafe bene yesterday but there's only have desserts. So,we changed our mind. We ordered hawaian chicken for small and chicken peporoni for medium. We ate at KFC.I can't imagine I ate 3 slices. Damn full and can't even walk. We having small chit chat. Sooner or later,we went to Forever 21 coz my dear want to search for dress. Forever 21 will never be my cup of tea coz the price of the clot...

Hi,my college.

Today is the first day of my Semester 3. Yesterday night I can't even slept well for the very first time. I could only fall asleep around 4 in the morning. I'm taking A lvls and I just sitting for As last Nov. The campus is so empty and not that pack. I think that majority of the students still having hols right now. My day goes smooth as well. I try to focus in class. Out of my expectation, I can understand of what's teacher teaching and still managed to catch up. I have been wasting a lot of time during Dec and will try to keep track on my studies. I like boys being gentleman like it somehow can make my day. I hope something new or different can appear in my life. Seriously. Not in a really good mood today. Even when I watching drama in library after class ended, the scene also sad and heartbroken made me even upset kay? I swear I'd not let anyone or anything affects me. I'm still human kay? Actually I wanna try out online buisness. Does it work out? I want ...

We're just weird

We're all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,we join up with them and fall into our mutually satisfying weirdness,and call it love-true love. I love reading quotes and it can somehow inspires me a lot. Sometimes I wonder is it so hard to communicate with each other? I feel like sufocated nowadays and can't even barely breath. Seriously. I promise myself not to write any negative thingy here as I want to my blog only have good memories. Perhaps writing it down will makes me feel better. I feel like there is big gap between me and my clsmates. They can somehow become hi-bye friends with you but absolutely will not become besties with you. Actually I told myself not to have such negative thinking but sixth sense tells me it does. Girls believe in sixth sense. The wise said 'no expectation,no disspointment' I'm expecting them to be nice to me just because I'm nice to them. I'm expec...

Sweet date

It's already 2015 but I still haven't post what's happening for 31/12.Haha I am damn lazy right? I ended my last day of 2014 with my babe. I still can't believe that we still remember each other and our friendship still last long.She switched to another college after since she get scholarship. We went to one city for a short meet up. I swear I will never go there again. Actually the whole concept of building is really good but there's nothing much inside there. My babe and I are sushi lover. So we chose Inaho sushi that located at the rooftop for lunch. I like the view there. Damn nice. I din't take photo of food. I am not that kind that like to take photo of food and show off. I am not Lack Of Attention. So if you wanna know just google or go there for a try. For me there's nothing much special except for the view. The price is so so expensive and totally not worth it. I sakit hati for whole day kay. Once in a lifetime kay la. We chat and enjoy our food...