I'm not alone

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              Something is just not right. Everything went wrong since these few weeks. Always remind myself not to be so sensitve. Still, I can't escape from my true feeling.

            I also have 2 besties in my collge. They helped me a lot. I found out that I really rely on them.

             I am not as outspoken or outgoing as others. I don't have so many girlfriends. I just stick to few peoples that I can really depend and rely on.

              Sometimes, I rather be alone instead of dealing with the fake drama and peoples. I'm in the process of turning into cold blooded(which I wanted to). Feeling too much is just bad. It's just get me upset.

          Still, I am blessed that I'm not really alone. I still have 2 really close sista that study at different college. They are my mua ji. I feel really happy when I saw them.
I still remembered that when I had probs in my high school, they're the one who give me support and encouragement. They're still by my side no matter what.

         Sometimes I wondered why am I so lucky to have such friends. I feel really secure even thou I just watsapping with them. We talk kpop,personal life,dramas,boys and of course nonsense. I don't want let my girls worry about me so much. I would rather solve the probs by myself. Talk to someone when you have probs. Even thou they can't help,but you will feel much more better.

          I love late night talk. I love having conversation with someone before I sleep. Of course everyone is busy with their own life, so do they. So , I really have not much chance to do so. Last time I hang out with them is already long time ago. I miss them a lot. Really.

          We make friends not because of status,cleverness or some special reason,it's just because of sincerity. I have been hurt by someone I really trusted with. It' s hurt and it takes time to recover. Still, it's just pain as shit when I recalled back.
  
         My mua ji and I were in diff class when we were in high school. Still, I find them almost every recess time just to talk to them. They're sweet. Really. Sometimes I wondered will they find me irritating? But they din't. They really treat me as ji mui.

       I love my sista a lot. I do believe that friendship won't be separated by distance.
We're still sista no matter anything happens. At least they're the one who will ask me what's going on when I told them I was sad. I'm truly touched.They almost killed for not saying out the reason. Haha I don't want my girls to worry about me la.
     
         Just a random thought. I love my babes.I hope that we'll still be sista forever.

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